I’m informed.
About what? Well, basically a lot of shit I don’t want to talk about. I’m wiping the slate… there will be no more talk of my ex, or anything pertaining to my relationship with her. We’re over, it’s done, and I don’t have the energy to devote to thinking or talking about it. Honestly, I’m relieved. It feels like the weight of the world is off of my shoulders… Being married (at least to her) fucking sucked.
I’ve been relatively busy since the break. When I moved in here I was a little concerned that I would be stuck at home all the time with nothing to do. Fortunately I managed to make friends with a lot of people on Day Shift at the Casino, so I’ve been plenty busy. I’ve gone out to eat, gone to parties, gone to bars. It’s been a lot of fun. I’ve also been (or will be) hanging out with most of my non-work friends. I’m supposed to hang out with Drews on my days off, and who knows what else.
I’ve been broke as fuck, because I used my check on far too many bills back before I moved. I’ve been fortunate enough to have friends who don’t mind spotting the bill here and there. My Sister has been a great help as well, loaning me money here and there, and though it’s been rough, I’m nearly to pay day finally. Tomorrow I will get my check, and there will be a couple things that need paid, but otherwise it’s going to be all good. I’ll be able to get a new charger for my phone as well, which would be nice. We only had one charger and even after fighting about it I came out empty handed. So my phone has been dead since yesterday afternoon. Thankfully I have the Internet to keep in contact with people.
The subwoofer in my car blew. It wasn’t the most expensive speaker I could have purchased, so it’s not like it’s a huge loss. It’s just irritating to not have bass in the car, so that’s going to be my big purchase for this pay period. I’m going to All For Show after I get my check to get one installed. I think the only bill I have to pay is my insurance, so other than paying my sister, I’m going to have quite a bit of extra cash. I’ve forgotten what that’s like. It should be interesting.
I’ve managed to pick up where I left off with a lot of old friends. People that I wasn’t “allowed” to talk to because of stupid jealous bullshit. I’m thankful that they’ve all jumped right back in to being friends with me, and they didn’t blame me for what had happened. Doors are opening, and the possibilities are limitless. I’m happier than I have been in years.
